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Every person I was seeing was the Goddessence him or her Self.
It seemed curious and even confusing to me that everybody seemed to buy into and be so caught up in such limited, contracted identity states, as if they were pretending and really seemed to believe that they weren’t Divine.
In 1981 I was sitting in meditation when, just for an instant, a bolt of lightning flashed through my mind.
I began acting so unlike my normal self that a friend brought me to a hospital, afraid I was going crazy.
In a fully-flowered spiritual emergence, you magically discover how to transmute these symptoms and wounds into the blessings that they are.
To people still absorbed in the collective, mainstream trance and having membership in the consensus reality, my behavior looked totally bizarre and was very threatening.
The boundary between dreaming and waking, between inner and outer, and between my self in here and your self out there, was dissolving.
At other times, I wanted to break my eyeglasses, as I felt that I didn’t need them to see, and felt they were doing more harm to my eyes than good.
It was like my mind had spilled out from inside of my skull and was manifesting and expressing itself synchronistically through events in the seemingly outer environment.
What was happening in the seemingly outer world was magically related to what was going on inside of me.
The experience was so overwhelming that I had no choice but to surrender and let go.
I wasn’t attached in my usual way to what the outcome was going to be.